Am I or the World is crazy?!....,

The question that haunts me always every day is Am I or the World is crazy? Sometimes people say I'm strange.!.., Am I or the one who critisize me is strange? Sometimes I'm even doubtful that if the problem is really with me.., For every activity we do, we're all confined to certain constraints, or Limitations that is been forcefully enforced upon us. Most of us.. stick to it and get used to this. But some of the rare, bravehearts I must say, Like me, :) feel diffcult to fit in to the so called 'system'.., The moment I feel, I cant fit into this system, the society becomes a difficult place for me to live.., :(

Irriatated at the indifference people have on me, weared out, mocked, completely criticised.., the society termed me as 'Abnormal'..., The next question that I have is if I'm abnormal, then what is 'Normal'?? And when I analysed thoroughly, I came with a conclusion that the so called 'Abnormal' is always better than the so called 'Normal'..,   All of U will think me I'm insane if I don't judge my stand.., I'm gonna list the points below that justifies that it is not the so called 'abnormal' me, who is sick, but it is the so called 'Normal' society that is sick.. :)    The so called normal people, (most among us are normal..,) will do the following..,

1. Being normal just means U forget who U are, and even wat u want.., U work .. work .. work..earn money.., strive for promotion, always want to prove ur wit and skills.., without realising tat all this will be of no use, at the end..,

2.) Spending 4 years of golden time and Money in Engineering,learning almost all arenas that range from digital communication, signal processing, electronic devices, Mathematical derivations, computer architecture, only to find yourself doing documentation work at the end which ultimately U could've done with school level knowledge..(Ofcourse, you earn money.., tats different.. :) ) Almost all of us living this life.., ;)

3.) Working for the sake of working from 9 to 5.., which ultimately we dont like , which dont give us any pleasure, ironically, and funnily we do like this in the hope of getting retired with heck a lot of money in hands and a own home in city limits.., at last living the luxury life.. Aren't we people are strange creatures, to live dreaming about retired life, when even tomorrow is not guarenteed??? :)

4.)  The people who says Am 'Abnormal', believe that 'Power is more important than money.., And money is more important than hapinness..,'  But I value hapiness more than Power and Money.., So if U call me Abnormal.., Its cool.. I agree ;)

5.) Comparing the real value of a person through his Car, home, bank balance, 5 digit salary.., Almost all the parents who seek for Groom/ Bride for their son/daughter possess this trait and they are 'normal'., Unfortunately, If there are some of the abnormal people like me, who have a 'normal' parents, then Our life is gonna be miserable.., :(

6.) The so called 'Normal' people never feel free to talk to strangers, They think except them, their friends and the people they know, all others are Bad people.. or dangerous, or may cause them some harm.., They always repel strangers.., They dont wanna get new friends.., meet new people, they wont even listen to new ideas.., believes.., They always carry huge load of ego in their heads that prevents them from speaking to anyone , and make them secluded..,  The ultimate secret of life is in realising that U came alone.. And U have to leave alone.., Ur friends, Ur family, are of no use.., Those abnormal people who realise this, always dont have ego/headweights..,

7.)  Getting married for the sake of doing it, having children to spend our stacked up money we've earned, spending for the children and wife just to showcase our financial status to the society, sticking to the marriage life, even after we realised that the 'Love has faded away long ago..' is all the traits of the so called 'Normal' people..,

8.) Keeping a smile on your lips even when you’re on the verge of tears. Feeling sorry for those who show their feelings. U normal people, are both a Director and an actor.., U have split personality I must say.., U betray ur own emotions.., U betray ur own wishes.., U fool urself.., I wont fool myself, and when I just let out my emotions, U call me 'Abnormal'..,

9.) Following fashion trends, no matter however uncomfortable or ridiculous  it may be.., Wearing sleeveless during cyclone and wrapping the face like a Al-Queda terrorist in Hot Sun.., :) This fashion has become common in India.., Though it's actual reason is to protect skin from allergies, it has been mostlydone just because it's a fashion.., :)

10.) Eating 3 times a day just for the sake of eating, even if you're not hungry..,

11.) Investing a lot of time in outlining your eye-lids, applying foundations, hair dyes, carefully choosing the lipstick color, Eating very carefully and delicately so that not to make the lipstick touch the tongue, carefully gelling the hair, Keeping french beard, Washing the face for 2 times a day and applying make up for the second time, ( I'm not saying all this are wrong.., Even I like to do sometimes.., )   And ....,          Not Even spending a fraction of time and care in caring about the Inner beauty.., i.e., The Mind.., The conscience.., :( This is one of the main factors I contradict from 'Normal' People..,

12.) Doing anything that offers u the best position in society.., Love always comes next..,
These are just the droplets of reason among the ocean of truth.., There are lot more reasons to justify my stand.., The most common trait which most of the 'Normal' people possess and which I ultimately hate is criticising anyone who tries to be different..,
So, atlast, I'm abnormal.., Whats in a name..? :) Let All call me by that way.., But I can proudly say, that I'm happier than all the 'Normal' people.., I'm contented.., I'm peacefull.., :)
Because I value 'Love' more than anything..,  My greatest asset is Love.. And I wanna be a Giver of Love.., And not a Begger of Love., :)

P.S: Everyone's blog post depends on their mood, and this post is based my current mood.., Even I stick to many of the above said 'system' and I'm normal in many ways.., :( But these are the way, I wanna Live the rest of the Life.., I'll atleast try.., :)

GOD must be laughing at Us...,

Hope we all had a good time with 'Nilam'. The place that looks at it's best during rain is chennai, as we always give a warm welcome to monsoon. Except the lazy corporation workers or the unplanned Public works Department or the police the common public have nothing to worry about monsoon.  The news makers as usual exagerrated and predicted for a more adversive aftermaths which as usual didn't happen.'Nilam' is the topic of maximum number of status updates in facebook. 

'Nilam' has given a plethora of experiences for many.  'Nilam' is just a fear and threat for a common man. It's a good chance to earn a fortune for auto-drivers. It's a annoying work for police to control traffic or to control, eager gutsy chennaitees who throng to beach to have a live show of the violent waves of the sea. It's a good time to make hay for sweater and umbrella sellers.

Excluding all these common people, there are guys(like me ;) ) who think beyond the general mindset. Whenever, we witness any unnatural fiery of nature, I always used to think it's the remainder of december 21 dooms day.. :) I'm really fascinated about Dooms day and it's whole idealogy. I think there are even many more like me..waiting to witness the end of the universe.

Except those whose love proposal is accepted recently, or the ones who are happy about everything in life, the other sector of people like me, whose life has nothing phenomenol yet interesting always like each moment to be imbued with thrill and astonishment. People like me are lateral thinkers. We always view in a different dimension.

If it's all going to be over by december 21, I'll be the happiest person on Earth. Isn't it a spectacular event? The Universe exist from infinity, the time of creation cannot be said by any. We have a rough estimate that the Earth exist for more than 20 million years. Human Beings exist for 20,000 years. Means, if we plot the age of the earth in a graph, and set the timeline for 100 minutes, then the age of humans is only for 2 minutes. There are a lot more creatures, events, disasters, calamities happened and the earth has seen many a era before the evolution of humans. Dinosaurs existed for a much longer time than Humans. If there is GOD, and if it is HIM who created the Universe, then in his eyes, We're all like a microscopic particle. In his eyes, our life time is just as short as the lifetime of an ant.

When I think in a broader perspective, no one cant define what is there behind the unknown. We cant say the date of creation. Sometimes I even think why we all stick to the idea of creation? Should there be a beginning and end for Everything? The Universe existed long long ago. It will exist for long. There is no creation. No end. It's infinite. But unfortunately, we're finite. We born and die as an ant when we think in a broader perspective. Human era is just short as a water dew. 20 million years is just like a water dew. We've to wait and see if this due is gonna dissappear in the so called dooms day.

We dont care if an ant lives or dies. Even if 100 crore ants die thats not going to be bothered to us in any way. We're like the ants. If the world ends and the whole human race dies, its not at all a big concern for the nature. or GOD or CREATOR anything u call. Because, the Universe is infinite, and Earth is a microscopic particle in that and we're all 1/100000th a nano particle in that.  As we think we're not all a big , special creatures at all.

Nature used to reminds of this infinite fact through natural Disasters.It's a reminder that tells we're all just a sand particle in a desert.
Only during unnatural storms, tsunamis and calamities people realise the true value of life, the utterly useless materialistic things, their sense of vengeance, envy evrything is paused for that moment they witness the fury of Nature. It all ends the very next day, as they're back to normal, they're back to their selfish, self-centric, narrow minded, crooked silly man-made philosophies, policies forgetting the reality.

It's funny and ironical that these minute 1/100000 th of a nanoparticle like us have lots of expectations, dissappointments, anger, envy, love, hatred, and more than all of that the sense of religion and caste.

OMG.. :) If there is GOD, he must be uncontrollably laughing seeing all this.. 
In the eyes of Nature, The mere purpose of Human Beings is just to witness the awe-inspiring, infinite master peace called the Universe. :)

And if the earth comes to an end in december 21, which i think will not happen logically, (but I wish it should happen ;)) , then we're the most lucky people, as the 20000 millions years old short lived water dew is gonna end and we're gonna witness it. It's a live encounter with the Creator Himself.

Lets keep our fingers crossed to see if we're really Lucky.. :D

I Love U Machi....!

என்ன தவம் யான் செய்தனை!.. எனை  நண்பனாக நீ ஈன்றடுபதர்க்கு!..

சின்ன சின்ன தலைகனங்கள், பெரிய பெரிய சண்டைகள் ,என முட்டாள் தன காதலின் இலக்கணங்கள் தகர்த்து எறியப்பட்ட  இலக்கியம்  நட்பு...!

உனக்காக நான் செலவிட்ட நிமிடங்களின் எண்ணிக்கை, உன் சோற்றை புடுங்கித்தின்ற போது, சிதறிய பருக்கைகளை விட குறைவு!..

எப்போதும் நீ எனக்கு வாங்கித்தந்த தேநீரை உன்னை கலாய்த்து குடித்த போது சிந்திய துளிகளை விட குறைவு,எனக்கு பிடித்த பெண்ணை நோட்டம்விட வற்புறுத்தி உன்னை அழைத்துச்சென்ற போது   நான் உனக்கு வாங்கி தந்த தேநீர் துளிகள் !...

3 மாதங்கள் படித்திருந்தாலும், தேர்வு முன்னிரவில், நெஞ்சில் அடித்துக்கொண்டு நீ படித்த வரிகள்,

நான்கு வருடம் நான் படித்ததை விட குறைவு!...

உன் மனதில் இருக்கும் பெருந்தன்மை உன் தேர்வு முடிவில் நன்றாகவே வெளிப்படும்!..

மண்ணாசை, பொன்னாசை, பெண்ணாசை துறந்த நீ, மதிப்பெண்  மீது மட்டும் ஏன் இச்சை கொண்டிருக்கிறாய்!??

என் மாதாந்திர பேருந்து கட்டணம் முதல், பாட நகல் எடுக்கும் செலவு வரை வாரி இரைத்த நீ, ஏன் போயும்போயும் 1 மதிபென்காக சொட்டை தலை வாத்தியிடம் கை ஏந்துகிறாய்?....

பல நண்பர்களின் காதல் வேண்டுதல்களுக்காக, நீ பலி ஆடு ஆகி இருகிறாய்!...

உனக்கு ஒரு பெண்ணை பிடிக்கிறதென்று நண்பர்களிடம் சொல்லும் போது கேளிசித்திரம் ஆகி இருக்கிறாய்!....

என்றாலும், எப்போதும் நீ, நீயாய் இருக்கிறாய்!....

எப்போதும், எல்லாரையும்  சகித்து கொண்ட நீ,ஒரு நாள் என்னை அடித்த போது நான் சந்தோசமாக ஏற்று கொண்டேன்!...

உனக்குள் நீ புதைத்து இருக்கும் கோவைத்தை, குறைக்கும் வடிகாலாக நான் இருந்ததை எண்ணி..!

வாழ்கை என்னும் ரயிலில் மற்ற நண்பர்கள் அவரவர் நிறுத்தத்தில் இறங்க, கடைசி நிறுத்தம் கடந்தும் நாம் இறங்காதது  விந்தை!..

நீ காதலியை போல, தினம் பேச சொல்லி நச்சரிபதில்லை!.. டாப் up, ஊர் சுற்ற பெட்ரோல் என்று ஒரு நாளும்

 செலவு வைத்ததில்லை!...

ஆனால் இது அத்துனையும் நான் உனக்கு வைத்திருக்கிறேன்..!

சாதி மத பேதம் ஒழிய கலப்பு திருமணம் வேண்டாம், நட்பே போதுமானது நண்பனே!...

தீபாவளிகாக போட பட்ட தற்காலிக பட்டாசு கடை போல, என் வாழ்வில் வந்து சென்ற

நண்பர்கள் இடையில், என்றும் நிரந்தரமான ரேஷன் கடையாக நீ இருப்பாயாக!...

என்ன தவம் செய்தனை!.. நீ என் என் நட்பை eendreduppatharku!...

                                                I Love You Machi!.........